So, here i am currently looking at my lab report with with glazed eyes stuck yet again on where to go from here. I swear this class just seems to fuel my feelings of failure. Which seems to be coming on more and more lately as this semester progresses. My classes leaving me feeling less than worthy.
I seem to be having that problem lately. Even more after my advising appt when i got told that my expected graduation date is going to be a year later than it was suppose to be. Leaving me in college 8 years to complete my bachlors and masters. I wont be out of school until i was 26. My gosh...
I just feel like i am failing at everything i do. It seems it all falls short and i dissapoint those around me. It really seems to be wearing on me lately.
And it seems to be taking it toll on my friends, family, and Mark. I am getting into fights and it is just not good. There was even a spot in time where i was tempted to just give up everything...
Eh, here is me ranting. I guess I should stop.
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:( I'm sorry babe. I understand what you mean. I mean, I don't have a definite graduation date but seeing as how I haven't picked a major and only have like...30-something hours so far...I'll probably be in college for quite a bit longer. :-\
*big hugs* Sorry you're feeling bummed.
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